they say, when your mind stick to it..you'll never let go..but when your heart urge it..you can never look back..but do you know what the heart long for? is it money? is it triumph? or is it just plain urge that drive you to want it..well, i consider myself as a trigger towards the action..the executor..i need something that i forsee from the start till the end..maybe thats my problem..something just wont go my way..nobody understands me better than my pals from TDK..they are the one who knows me better..without fail, they'll know what the *sigh* is about just by the expression i've made..my true potential?..haha..such a cliche..try to fit in a new place..whereas you are the "new guy"..you wont flip all your card in a poker game..you flip one by one and gamble the rest..my mistake is i gamble too much..i always hold back..i'm certain of what i want..but i dont want to step in anybody's feet..the feeling when i had, when i was playing rugby..i was the one who calls out the players..never cared though, of how the left-outs felt..now i know..being left-out, not chosen..the feeling..its not that easy..sometimes, when somebody say that you are good, it doesnt mean that you're that good..maybe you're just the only person they rely and you're the only person that they are pushing the shit over..pening? aku pun pening..damn..i dont care that much..its just that..play your card well..you never know when you need to flip an Ace out..when you do..all the chips are yours.. :)
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